Waking up at Home :)

Next Monday morning, i will be waking up with my dog licking my face, waking up to my mom yelling 'Nidddhiiiiiiiii, wakeeee uppp NOWWW, waking up to my dad sipping on tea & playing sudoku, waking up to the smell of delicious panyaram and chutney, waking up to the sound of honking cars and screeching bikes, waking up to the neighbours kids crying, waking up feeling at HOME :)

*sigh*

Just when im going home..

Mom tells me "beta, im excited im going to see you in 2 weeks" and i feel the pinch. I have dreamed of being with her, but im not excited, yet. Is that normal? Ive got my friends calling me to tell me they cant wait, and that they wished 2 weeks went faster, i still feel the pinch. I still dont feel the same. Im going to meet my doggie , who has missed me more than anybody could possibly have, ive missed her more than ive missed anybody, but im still not excited. And it makes me guilty.

Maybe two weeks seems too far away for the excitement to begin.


ps : update: 8 hours later - im getting the chills - NOW im excited :D

The Woman in my Life

Ever wondered , what it would be like, to enter this world , not knowing a woman like your mother ? 

She is my inspiration, she is my mental support, she is my stamina, she is idol, she is my best friend , she is my wallet :P , she is the best cook ever, she is the reason for who i am, she is what i call love, she is my teacher , she is my weakness , she is what i call 'home', she is beautiful ,inside-out, she is My MOM.

I love you mumma, Happy Birthday to you :)

My first game of -FOOTY

They say if you've seen a footy match, and not felt the chills , you're not human.
Well I could not agree better. Watching the finals of the AFL season for the first time - this is officially my favourite sport to watch - for three reasons.
1. Oh! the men 2. Oh! the men 3. Oh! the men ... and yes of course I think the game is fabulous , oh and did I mention the oh so HOT men ?  :p

My 4 legged Best Friend

Today, i cried. Being a person who considers herself emotionally strong & stable, i found it unusual because it took me exactly 5 seconds to respond to a few words my mother told me over the phone, "Chocolate is very very sick". And the next thing i knew i was weeping.

She's been sick for a week now, but since 2 days she has lost a lot of blood. and since last night is unable to move. Doctors are still unsure of what the problem is, and there is a high possibility that she might go under the knife today.

Chocolate, is my best friend, my younger sister, daughter to my parents ,the most favourite & loved person in my family, the most loving dog to my friends, and the most beautiful dog to strangers and to me, she is my world.

Its often strange to non-dog lovers how these furry creatures create so my love, attention & empathy, but to me it is no surprise, because today, my tears say it all

Prayers are all i ask for and it is all that can help her recover.

Here i am..

Sometimes its just a little inspiration you need, sometimes its the little push, sometimes its the pat on the back, and most of the time its something inside you, that tells you, just do it!
A friend of mine has inspired me to start blogging again. After deleting my blog by mistake and losing everything i had ever blogged about, i gave up. I tried writing a diary , stuck to it for 8 months -dedicated to it (Granddad gifted me the diary as a farewell gift).I wrote everyday since the day i landed in Australia. I woke up one day to write my diary and it struck me, this is not me, and this is not how I'd like to recollect my memories. So i tried a photo diary, and within a week, i knew that sometimes pictures are not enough. I still dint consider blogging, because i felt uninspired. But today, something inside me woke up, and here i am.

This blog from hence forth will be about everything- that has left a mark in my life, that has made me who i am and who i hope to be.